s.y.a.f.i.q.a.h’s Blog

salam/hi everyone…i am watching mama mia now…nice…sing evrytime…im having a sore throat…it was pain hardly…erk..well…a day before yesterday..was my birthday…the day i was born…the day where first i saw the world..thanks god..alhamdulillah…

again i am so thankful to ALLAH..for giving me the live for 18 years, a day and a few hours…syukur alhamdulillah…i am more realizing the gifts now…instead of before…i do have a different experienced as i celebrating my birthday this year..thanks to kak long for the “influenced”..somehow i learned alot…

so…this is how it goes…i attended the esq way 165 leadership programme…for two days…like i said before…i learned alot..i was crying…i was aware..i was sad.. i was scared and i was worried…i was regret also…there are so much…basically…it is like the same with other leadership programme..but somehow it has something that i didnt know before and now i know it…thanks…alhamdulillah…

i considered it all as a present..slightly different than before…than..today…we have cakes and awesome foods cooked by ibu…thanks to everyone…ibu abah kaklong diq rin and shida…i love all of you so much..thanks for always being beside me for the past 18 years..i cant afford to loose all of you…

i dont know what else to write..but all that i know is that i am having such a very much pain…such a very much fun…such a very much sad…such a very much bad…i conclude it all as my faith..it was god’s gift for me…the pain teach me to be strong..the fun teach to me to be grateful…somehow everything teached me alot…i am hoping that i will grow maturely after on…it is still a long way to go…always hoping the good…must be the good..how i appreciate the awereness was undescribed…i am now searching for blessed for my life future for the world and the ever after of akhirat…

insyaallah…salam..

~love~

salam/hi everyone…im typing this in the pagi of raye…yes…!pagi of raye…cant wait for tomorrow…

i did had a long journey today…from perak to melaka..but my family and i, we manage to bukak puase with whole of family kt kg…that was great…we already had our ketupat n lemang together with all sorts of rendang, curry, serunding and else…

the mercun was already meletup di udara…but it was our neighbour…hmm…seems mcm nk cri gaduh jek…huhuhhuuh…nvm…wait for tomorrow…till we have enough “armour” and all sorts of “things” for “war”..!

owh yeah…late the day also…am and my sis also my akak sedare…we gone for like downtown kt melaka ni…(also like “gerbang mlm” klu kt ipoh)…well…so alots of bju kurungs there…so cheap also…lelong for the last hour…sepsg only rm50…which is good…corak die pn lawa…haish~~(smell the sense of regret inside me)btw…my baju kurungs are good also…(+ve thinking)…

i am so thankful to be given the chance to have my syawal again..it is seriously a great pleasure…thanks to ALLAH..again…cant wait for tomorrow..wishing everyone is having their best of syawal this year…dont forget to ask for forgiveness…it is a blessed…happy hari raya to evryone…!!

to someone or whoever that i did not manage to wish them,…please be know that i am wishing u guys as well…(got what it mean???am a bit confused then..)

finally…for this syawal…lets be good and nice…erk…don know what to say…just do good and happy2 always…thanks…salam…

love~~

~i am welcoming everybody who wish to give me duet raye…=)~